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[Dec. 5th, 2009|01:34 am] |
| [ | liar |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | np. |
| | Gentleman-Intoxication | ] |
All this stuff going on in-game is making me stressed and anxious and upset. And worried.
I still think this might not last for long and the guild is crumbling apart. It won't be the first and it definitely won't be the last in this game, but it's mine and it makes me feel awful in the way something he (and us) worked so hard for is gonna break like that and wonderful in the way that this just might give me the slack i so badly need and the distance i want to take from this game.
I'm sick and tired, but i'm not abandoning a friend.
No way am i abandoning this friend.
Listening to Intoxication once again. |
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| hmm |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|12:43 am] |
| [ | liar |
| |  satisfied | ] |
she's been such a selfish twisted wicked bitch.
i love to hear her cry.
i think that makes me a bad person.
she deserves it. |
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| meme |
[Nov. 11th, 2009|09:59 am] |
| [ | liar |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | np. |
| | Collie Buddz-Let Me Know | ] |
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
a lot more than usually, around 8 hours.
Where did you sleep last night?
my comfy cozy bed.
Are you legal to drink?
yes. even though alcohol makes me puke. except for those grape long drinks. i blame that one on Esko.
Do you straighten your hair?
nope, i let my hair be as wild (=flat and lame) as it wants to be.
What's the closest black thing to you?
A spare button for my jacket.
When is your birthday?
13th nov
What color shirt are you wearing?
fuchsia top and black hoodie.
Do you have a best friend?
I most certainly do!
What are you saving your money up for right now?
shoes. yes you read that right. preferably sexy black boots.
Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
:)
Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Love (OH MY GOD YOU GUYS I KNOW I'M LIKE THE LAMEST PERSON ALIVE)
Also Leppäkerttu.
Who is the first person in your contacts list in your phone?
Asiakaspalvelu.
...that was way more lame than i thought.
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
that's the idea, dashing off to school in a min.
Do you have any jewelery on?
nope, not a fan.
What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Ben & Jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough whatever. i ate two spoonfuls and felt like never eating anything sweet again.
Do you wear contacts?
glasses are fine.
How many pillows do you sleep with?
2, both of them flat from cuddling!
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
Avi on skype yesterday. Or no wait i think Ans and Idu saying good night on vent.
Last time you had pizza?
a month ago maybe. i try to avoid pizza.
How many kids do you want to have?
atm none, give me more years and maturity and i might want one or two.
What's the greatest thing to happen today?
I'M SUCH A BAD PERSON but waking up knowing she is one hell of a drama queen no matter how she tries to act all grown up and smart and OH MY GOD I HATE HER.
yea.
Has anyone ever given you jewelry on Christmas?
probably. but guess it wasn't anything special since i can't remember.
What's your current problem?
Her, my cheeks and sleeping.
Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
i sure do, if i'm not the one going around i'll at least try to come around.
if that made any sense.
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
always. my life is kinda precious to me.
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Emma did some weeks back when i send her a pic of me.
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
my dad drove me home last week when i had a dentist.
Are you tall?
more like average.
Can you say that looks don't matter?
well. i can't say looks don't mean anything, when a person falls in love there is the emotional side and there's the exterior side. You can ofc fall in love just with the person him/herself but for the passionate burning kinda love i believe you need some physical attraction too.
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
morning. my hair goes silly when i sleep overnight.
Are you waiting for something?
waiting to see if i'll actually do what i'm planning to. i want to so bad but i need to find some courage first. |
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| you know |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|10:10 pm] |
| [ | liar |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | np. |
| | Bob Marley-Don't rock my boat | ] |
Something tells me i just might pass this time :) |
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ecstatic