||[Dec. 5th, 2009|01:34 am]
All this stuff going on in-game is making me stressed and anxious and upset. And worried.
I still think this might not last for long and the guild is crumbling apart. It won't be the first and it definitely won't be the last in this game, but it's mine and it makes me feel awful in the way something he (and us) worked so hard for is gonna break like that and wonderful in the way that this just might give me the slack i so badly need and the distance i want to take from this game.
I'm sick and tired, but i'm not abandoning a friend.
No way am i abandoning this friend.
Listening to Intoxication once again.